Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Ch. 3]

Chapter 3: The change

Nadya has just suggested me that we should swap looks and personality so I could get Vladimir's attention. I don't know what to say. I'm speechless.

"So, what do you think, ____?"

I still looked at her for a while pondering what she said, then I finally answered: "I think. . . we can give it a try." I guess for the first time I started to gain some hope. I already imagined myself on Vladimir's arms and all those cheesy things. I can't hide it. Even thought I try to keep calm, I can't. I think here it's proved how much I love him, but my smile and excitation faded away little by little.

Nadya noticed this and looked at me with a little disappointment. "What happened? Aren't you excited about this? It can be your chance."

I smiled a little and said nervously: "No, it's not that. . .of course I'm excited, but we're not the same. I mean, your eyes are violet and mine are (eye color). Your hair is platinum blonde and mine is (hair color). We don't look alike that much."

Nadya seemed not too care about this and smiled. "We can buy contact lenses and dye your hair. Then it wouldn't be hard to style your hair as mine. And I'll dye my hair too! And wear contact lenses as well! Besides, Ivan can help us too."

"How would Ivan help us with this?"

She laughed a little and started to explain: "After we change the aspect we need to change other things. Like the accent. Both me and Ivan can help you to get a Russian accent so you'll look like me even more!"

I was comforted by her words and smiled. "Alright then. I agree with this."
A few days after, we've got the lenses and the hair dye. We went to her house and explained Ivan our idea. At first he stared at both of us. First, he stared at me, then at Nadya.

"What's wrong, brat?"

Ivan looked at Nadya , then, he said: "You and ____ are going to pretend to be each other so Vladimir will fall for her? And you're going to dye your hair?  And wear contact lenses? All this because you want to help ____?"

"Yeah, basically." Nadya, no one could be more direct than her when it comes to serious things.

Ivan then smiled and said: "Well then, I have no idea what I should say so good luck!" He walked away to his office as I started at him. Nadya and I are going to "be each other" and he simply smiles and wishes us luck? I never expected this reaction.
"Brat is always like this, don't get surprised, ____." She smiled and dragged me upstairs to the bathroom. "Now let's put the lenses, alright?"

I nodded and took the lenses out of my bag, the (your eye color) colored lenses were for her and the violet lenses were for me. Looking to the mirror, we put the lenses and looked at each other. I took the first step and said: "The color suits you" Then I giggled and smiled. She smiled too and complemented:

"Well, ____, you look very well with violet eyes." We both laughed a little as we were slowly getting used to the lenses.

When we felt comfortable with the lenses, we took the hair dye and dyed our hair. Of course, we dyed it carefully. I looked into the mirror. It was a little hard to me to get used to my new self.

"Are you alright, ____?" I looked at her and nodded.

"Yes, I am fine." I smiled. "I'm just trying to get used to this visual." I looked at Nadya carefully; she actually looks like me since she dyed her hair (your hair color).
We stood there chatting for a little when Ivan came in. He looked at us for a while.

"Who is who?"

Nadya smiled at him and said: "I'm Nadya and she is ____" She looked at me and smiled. "See? I guess it's going to work."

"I hope so." I sighed and smiled. "Well, I guess I should practice my Russian, too." Even if I didn't notice, I already had a small Russian accent, maybe because I spend very much time with the Russian siblings?

"You don't really have to practice it that much, but I still think you should try to make your voice reassemble Nadya's." I agreed with him. I spent the rest of the day with them training my "new voice" and it the end, everything went fine with practice. But there's still one thing missing to complete my new look. Hairstyle. That's all I need to change.

"You know, we should change your hairstyle, too."

I turned at Nadya and said: "You'll have to help me, alright?"

She smiled and left to the bathroom. After a little while, she came back with a pair scissors. I looked at her then at the scissors. I went with her to her bedroom and we stood in front of a mirror. "Here are the scissors." She gave them to me and I looked at her. "You must cut your bangs so your hair will reassemble mine, yours are too big."

I looked back at the scissors as my hand started to shake a little. I don't want to cut my bangs. . . It took me a long while to make them grow as they should, besides, I like my bangs very much. So, I kept shaking a little, not knowing if I should cut them or not. Nadya noticed this and smiled lightly.

"If you want him, you'll have to do this." She came next to me and grabbed the scissors. "I won't force you to do this if you don't want, but if you're nervous and can't cut your hair, I'll cut it for you."

I looked down for a little, pondering what to do. I stayed like that for a few minutes then looked up. "You can cut my bangs, I'll let them grow again if necessary." I really like Vladimir, so if I have to do this, I'll do it.
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Chapter 3 ends here.

Chapter 4 will be released tomorrow.