It kills me inside: Extra. by SweetJustABit, literature
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It kills me inside: Extra.
Extra: Here will be shown how the characters reacted to your decision.
What you should keep in mind:
- This has the points of view of 4 characters: Your, Vladimr, Nadya and Ivan's.
- These opinions are given 6 months after your departure.
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[Your POV]
When I arrived to Sweden I immediately tried to get a job. I improved my Swedish and got a job in my area. That was very good; I really enjoy what I do.
But I must admit, the first months were hard for me, I was slightly depressed and wondered how my friends were, if they still remembered me. They couldn't call me or anything because I changed my phone number to a Swedish one so they wo
Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Finale 2] by SweetJustABit, literature
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Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Finale 2]
Finale 2: Alternate. Not official.
When suddenly I hear my name being called. I looked behind and saw Vladimir with Nadya.
"Don't leave us!" Nadya said. "You can't do such a thing!"
I turned at her. I couldn't contain my tears. "But I have to. I need a new life. I need a change."
"Just because of my idiot brother?? He really feels bad about what he did! Can't you forgive him??"
I looked around a little and shook my head. "It's not that easy. I'd rather never see him again than live with a fake love."
Vladimir's eyes were teary. Could it be? Would he cry? "Why don't you stay, ____??"
"Why would I? You don't love me."
"But I tol
Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Finale 1] by SweetJustABit, literature
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Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Finale 1]
Finale 1: Goodbye Forever
When suddenly I hear someone yelling my name. I looked behind and I saw Nadya with Vladimir.
"____! I can't believe you're really going to leave!" Nadya yelled as she started to cry. No one looked at us, everyone was busy.
"Nadya. . . " I said as I looked at her. "Please don't cry."
"But you're going to leave! I need to cry! I mean, what will I do now? Who will protect me? Who will be my best friend?"
I looked to the side a little. I do feel guilty but. . . I need to leave.
"I'm sorry, Nadya. I need to leave."
"It's because of me, right?" Vlad said seriously as he started into my eyes.
"It is." I said
Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Ch. 8] by SweetJustABit, literature
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Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Ch. 8]
Cahpter 8: A tough decision
Today it's so stormy outside. It goes well with my mood, thought. I came back to my house and Nadya came back to hers. I was just sitting on the floor and looking through the window.
'I need to get away.' I thought as I put my hand on the window and looked at the thunder ripping the sky. 'What can I do?'
I stood there next to the window for hours. I tried to think at something. I looked down. I couldn't help but think about all the things that I told him. They were all true, and it relieved me inside to let him know this. I sighed. When I was confessing all those feels, I felt like my throat would fade away f
Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Ch. 7] by SweetJustABit, literature
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Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Ch. 7]
Chapter 7: Confession
The time has come. I was searching for Vladimir to end this lie. It took me a while to find him, but when he saw me he ran at me and hugged me strong.
"Please! Tell me you'll marry me!" He insisted with his idea.
"I won't." I sincerely said. I wasn't showing any fear or insecurity.
"Sestra, what happened to you?" He let me go and started at me, trying to figure out what happened to "my" voice.
"Don't even try. I'm not who you think I am. Can't you recognize my voice? Did you really forget me?"
"Are you, by any chance, ____?" He asked unsure.
I look off my contact lenses and looked at him with my (eyes' colo
Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Ch. 6] by SweetJustABit, literature
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Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Ch. 6]
Chapter 6: Opinion.
One more week has passed and it's time to put my plan in action. Today, I'm going to search for Vladimir and talk with him. I went out and looked around. No signal of him. Whenever we need someone, we can never find them, how ironic, right?
I kept searching in the places he usually was until I finally found him. I approached him and shivered a little.
"I-I need to ask you something." I said. My voice was shaking, not because I was afraid, just because this is how Nadya would react.
He turned at me and asked: "You're ready to accept my marriage?"
"N-no! Not that. I just wanted to know if you. . . if you wanted to
Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Ch. 5] by SweetJustABit, literature
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Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Ch. 5]
Chapter 5: Memories
I took Nadya to my house and gave her the keys. "On the first floor you have a kitchen, the living room and a bathroom. Upstairs there are two bedrooms and another bathroom. Besides those, there's an empty room with some mirrors if you want to dance or practice some exercise. And, if something happens, you can always call me, alright?" I smiled as I explained her.
"Alright,____." She smiled and then she gave me her keys. "You know my house so I don't have to explain anything, besides; if you need something you have Ivan."
I nodded and kept the keys in my pocket. "I'm going to leave now. This house is now yours." I s
Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Ch. 4] by SweetJustABit, literature
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Male!BelarusXReader: It kills me inside [Ch. 4]
Chapter 4: Experiment
Nadya cut my bangs and I styled her hair as how mine was before.
"We're done." I smiled and her and stood up. "The only thing we're missing are the clothes, but that's not a big deal."
She stood up and looked at me: "Well, we can change clothes now and go to your house. Since we're going to be each other, we also need to change the place where we live! Don't worry." She said. "I'll take care of your house."
"Alright, but that means I'll have to stay here at your house?"
"Yes" She nodded. "Vladimir sometimes comes here for a visit, so you should stay here, but remember, whenever he comes, you shall behave like m
owo Excuse me for my absence I've been working on my finals and studying for them Just finished them bout a week ago Sorry if I made you worry too much
Yep, they went fine c: Also, I'll be spending two weeks in northern Romania because of a marriage, reason why I was away for a little longer You know, shopping for clothes, then packing and all c: